an adult and I tag everything
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Instagram is so not browser friendly, it drives me crazy. But it's like the only good place to post pictures.
Except I have a couple different accounts and now they're all jacked up and I don't know the login information for anything anymore and I honestly kind of really want to just delete them all and start fresh, but I don't even know how to do that so I'm gonna go jump off the roof.
i'm like stopping myself from indulging in a recently died down hyper fixation lately and i just realized. why. why am i stopping myself. why shouldn't i get back into it. fuck it. fuck it!! i could just. watch it again. it's right there on youtube. nothing is stopping me and i currently Have The Time.
anyway if you're like me and currently trying to hold back your hyper fixation/special interest like a dog owner tugging on a dog's leash perhaps if you think about it a minute it might, maybe, be okay to just
let go of the leash
tbh if we talk once and have a great convo but havent properly talked to each other since (besides likes, reblogs, comments, etc) i still consider you a friend, more so than if either one of us try to force conversation multiple times
cause theres this understanding that we like each other but we're both socially awkward individuals?? and when i end up thinking of them im just like damn, even more we have in common.
idk maybe its just me tho